So, the "cleaning house" bit isn't happening until tomorrow... It is taking way more time than I am comfortable with and management isn't doing me any favors by letting it drag. The next few days are going to be tough... emotionally draining I'm guessing.
My day off was today. But I have spent a good portion of it crunching numbers, trying to work on a tentative schedule, putting together a pairing menu for Valentine's Day (that I learned about yesterday), and generally thinking about nothing but all the things I have to do. I got a phone call this morning at 11 informing me that our walk-in froze last night and all the produce that was in it was a total loss... We have issues with our hood filters. Shit is so dramatic right now. I did stop for a while today to spend some time with my best friend... made some healthy dinner... watched some tv. I'm just trying not to let this consume me all the time. I will not allow any job to ever do that to me again. I've lost people in my life because I became too involved in something that in the grand scheme of things was completely irrelevant to my life... never again.
This is what I do... there's no denying that. It's who I am, but that does not mean it defines me.
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